I've become a lot more daring about being naked over the tears.
I was at a female friend's house a couple of years ago, and after we had been cycling, and after she went to have a shower I took my cycling kit off so that I was naked and went into the garden and masturbated. What I didn't realise was that she saw me from a bathroom window. When she came downstairs, where I was standing wrapped in a towel, she asked if I'd enjoyed being in the garden then said she'd seen and watched me!
She wasn't embarrassed at all, although perhaps I should have been. She was very open about how she enjoys seeing men naked, especially if they are in good shape, and admitted that she loved watching men masturbate and cum.
After that first occasion, and when the situation allowed it, she would occasionally suggest that I could masturbate if I wanted to do, which was usually the case, and so I'd go naked into the garden and play. At first she pretended to not look but over time she would sit and watch me. Occasionally she would deliberately try to arouse me by wearing something that she knew I'd like. I really wanted to fuck her but sadly that never happened but it was fun all the same.
She wasn't embarrassed at all, although perhaps I should have been. She was very open about how she enjoys seeing men naked, especially if they are in good shape, and admitted that she loved watching men masturbate and cum.After that first occasion, and when the situation allowed it, she would occasionally suggest that I could masturbate if I wanted to do, which was usually the case, and so I'd go naked into the garden and play. At first she pretended to not look but over time she would sit and watch me. Occasionally she would deliberately try to arouse me by wearing something that she knew I'd like. I really wanted to fuck her but sadly that never happened but it was fun all the same.
Nice experience for you and sometimes a fits a place in your life. You werent meant to have se with her but could enjoy the intimacy you did have.
I have an older neighbour with a similar situation. He loves me to be naked but pretends not to. She seen me masturbate at least a couple of times.
If you still have your friendship enjoy it !