I am glad you like having others look at your nude body. I am sure others enjoy it as much as I do. I do look at the whole body though. A penis and vagina can be focal points but I also look at the face -is it a natural smile, eyes laughing, overall facial expression one of joy??? We are all perfect in our own ways so celebrate who and what you are! Infinite diversity in infinite combination!... I am also an advocate for freeing the nipple as well as men having natural erections (not self made). Its time to grow up and celebrate what we are biologically. Someone once pointed out we were naked before clothes, then clothes changed us into something else. Another discussion for another day! Have some fun! D
The opposite (antonym) for exhibitionist are shrinking violet, coward, stick-in-the-mud, introvert and kolpophobia. Kolpophobia is the fear of genitals, particularly female. As someone who is not ashamed of the body God created for me I don't mind being called a exhibitionist.
If you are a golfer, you look at pictures of people swinging golf clubs. If you are a model railroad buff, you pour over pictures of people playing with toy trains. It stands to reason if you are a nudist you enjoy seeing yourself and other people in the state of undress. This is what gives us satisfaction and satisfaction is the goal of living.
I think its a feeling you should engage yourself more as long as it does not get you into trouble. A few beers down, I have this urge to ask women in not so crowded bars ( tourist beach places) to give me a dare. I wait for them to ask me to run naked on the streets. I was lucky I did not get caught. But I had my share of fun that way.
I agree with you there, I'm sure we nudists have some exhibitionist in us, we're not afraid to be nude or to be seen nude. I often go into my front bedroom and take my clothes off and put them into the wash basket, there are at least 4 neighbours who could see me.